Monday, July 5, 2010

A city full of people, so full of desires.


The city is huge, full of pretentious people, malicious ones lurk in every corner and pick-pockets are amongst us all. We must be alert, we must not be distracted. But the streets are filled with beautiful people that we simply cannot take our eyes off from. Damn. Why do people still stare, why are people attracted to gorgeous people? Simply because, we are humans, we all have feelings and desires. Similar to animals, we all "select" from the masses, the fittest and the strongest as our partners. We want the best for ourselves but the difference apart from the animals, is that we follow our feelings aside from the physical attributes of our "ideal" partner. We must feel that mutual attraction in order for the relationship to work, to flourish. A beautiful face, does not guarantee a faithful soul nor an absolute lover. What everyone desires in a relationship is a fair trade. Mutual exchange of emotions, trust, adventures, ambition, dreams, vision, care and last but not the least sex, come on let's be honest. What's a relationship without sex man? Well, it's not like our relationship revolves around it but it is part of it. It's call love-making for a reason, the ability to attract, to seduce, to make love, to create desire.

Too many people, too little time, i cannot possibly try out each and everyone of them to find the right one. Well, i really believe that, when it's time, love will find you. Just don't wait till i'm all grey sitting on a wheelchair, wheeling myself to buy some ice-cream from Sheng-shiong.

Love you.

Sunday, July 4, 2010

My Ninja way.


"I am here because i want to. This time, let me save you, naruto. I was always crying, and giving up before even trying. I made the wrong turns many times. But you helped me find my way and take me on the correct path. I've always chased after you. I wanted to catch up with you. I wanted to walk beside you all the time. I want to be by your side, always. You've changed me. Your smile, is what changed me. That is why, i am not afraid to die... if it means that i can protect you. Because... i love you."

"Why? I do not understand. Someone so weak like you should not resist. Why fight me? Knowing that you'll... die."

"I stand by what i say. Because... that... is my ninja way."

It's been like 5 years and Naruto never fails to inspire me to dashed headstrong ahead for my dreams. 5 Years of growth, i'm glad to be part of his entire character development. I have learned so much from the episodes. I never thought that i would say this to any animation but Naruto, thank you. Thank you for shaping my character and thanks to you, i had always believed.

"Keep your eyes on beautiful objects, it helps you take away the pain. Pain is something we live with but one must not be engulfed by it's dark power. For it is tempting to tap into its reign, one must stay strong, one must believe, one must be steadfast and unshaken to the true purpose that we live for. We are imperfect but that does not mean that we cannot seek perfection, that does not mean that we cannot love, cannot be happy. Love has always been around, never had left, never will, unless you have given it up. Tear down those walls, trash down the barriers, the world wants to see the real you, the you that was once, an inspiring gleeful soul. The world is a black pit but the light in all of us is enough to illuminate the universe. Believe. Keep on believing."