Head hurts from all my thoughts.

I do get emotional sometimes. I would never dare to say that i am the most romantic person on earth but i can be quite sweet. No, i am not selling myself. I'm just describing what kind of person i view myself as. Of course, writing from my perspective can be rather biased but i promise to say nothing but the truth.

I am ambitious and i believe strongly in doing the impossible. Simply because i love proving people wrong. I feel that i can appear to be rather controlling and arrogant to certain people at times but really i'm not that sort. I don't know why am i writing all this but i'll finish it anyway since i'm at it already.

I try to be nice to people whom i do not like. I love to look at how people talk, walk, dress and laugh. My friends think that i am funny but i just love to see my friends smile and them being happy makes me feel happy too, totally at the expense of my image and happiness. I care a lot for people and get hurt easily by people. Sometimes i feel that it does not pay to be nice. Moreover, you can't please everyone.

Then why can't we just please ourselves? Would not it be selfish? But who cares?

I feel sad how the world thinks about certain issues sometimes. Is there a way to change things? Apparently, not i guess.

I go into this whole josiah talks to josiah Q & A interview sessions occasionally, when i question myself and answers my own question after thinking it through and reasoning.

Religion has been one of the few topic that i keep going back on and on again.

OWWWW, my head hurts already, urgh,  i just want to sleep.

Sigh...