Oh Life, I have questions.

The happiest looking people are not truly the happiest.

The facade they put up, the fake smiles, all so real and believable.

Who cares. No one bothers about if others are happy or not. In this world we live in, few care about the people around us, they care only for themselves, me, myself and i alone.

Is it worth it to sacrifice your own happiness for someone else's? Is it true that it never pays to be good? What about the defenders of the light? Do they exist to fight against darkness? We are all flawed, imperfect. We don't understand life, we are constantly searching for life's true purpose.

Is it a test for us? Maybe it's god's test for us to prove our self-worth? Maybe we are all angels on a trial test and he wants to see if we can prove ourself worthy of our talents and character. I don't know. I want answers. I want proof. I need more faith.

Love life and life will love you back, love people and they will love you back.

How true is that? What if all ends up to nothing but disappointment? Who's responsible? Where do we go when our life is up? Is there peace on the other side? Where do the bad people go? Hell? How are they judged? I'm curious. Is technology the main reason for the downfall of humans in future? God created science did he? Why can't we look at the world with our hearts instead of our eyes, cause we judge through this deceitful pair. What if we all have the same appearance, like a black shadow with no features, will we not be judged on beauty but character? What if we can live forever? Too many what ifs.

Is death the only way to get my answers? Or is it time's up for me to search for my answers?

I want to know.