A wild free thing.

I never felt so emotionally empty in my life before.

Inside all of us......... is fear.

Inside all of us......... is adventure.

Inside all of us......... is hope.

Inside all of us......... is a wild thing. We have one in all of us.

Being alone for so so long made me numbed to certain emotion and sometimes the emptiness feeds in me. I feel so so cold right this moment. The only reason i live right this second is the hope that i still have within.

I'm not sure how long i can hold that for but i will as long as possible.

I don't want to die but i smell death nearby, lurking in the corner trying to take me down anytime i give up. I won't. I am afraid i might lose it. I will fight to my last breath like what daddy did.

I am furious but i have no choice but to obey.

I want to break free, everyone talks about freedom but what is it exactly? Freedom is independence fueled with free-will and dreaming can be limitless and impossible things can be made possible. Freedom is the air in the sky, the waves in the ocean and the scent of sakura blossoms.

Freedom is all the happy things in life, a kingdom that where happiness and hope is free.

"Freedom is making the right choice when there's no one to stop you."